I'm Sorry.

I'm sorry for being such a disappointment. I don't mean to be an asshole, but sometimes I just don't know how to handle things, situations and feelings. Sometimes them 3 at the same time.
I feel as if I'm being filled with guilt, but I can still sense the empty inside growing more and more.
I'm Sorry for being incomplete, I really wish I was the one you were expecting for. I blame myself for not being perfect for you.
I wanted to do everything right, but I'm so unable to it. I think perfection runs away from me, as the devil runs away from the cross.
I don't know what to do now. I feel so cold that I don't know if I can keep with all this. But it has already began. I'm sorry for staying in your life, I didn't want to cause you pain. And pain is something I know of.
Just want everything to vanish. It could be good for both os us.
I'm sorry.









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